Update… 2021

Last year i gave birth to baby boy #6 and child #7 and finally we have us a house and praying soon we’ll be owing our own. My kids are getting older and more profound and just a handful and to be honest it’s tiring me out but that’s the point of being a full-time mom and my mommy is doing well and happy to be in her own room even tho 4 out of 7 of her grandchildren are in her room lol but you gotta do what you gotta do when it’s just 3 bedrooms and we doing our thang. No one asking us why this why that etc. etc. I’ll be making my own t-shirt stuff and hopefully soon. My son i had last year (by Emergency C-Section) he’ll be one in a few days and lord knows i have to do so much. Lol i don’t play about first Birthdays 😊 anyhow I’ll try to write more here soon when i have time or energy much love stay safe…✌🏾😚

Money+REALITY

Hi!

Mother of six here and in a hell of world with so many bad luck pop ups to being homeless with my 3 kids at the time with my mother struggling living in hotels and struggling to stay another night. My first baby girl pregnancy in 2014 at 4 months i was homeless for 3 days (long story) my mother found me we all reunited and move into a house my little cousin was living in and i gave birth to a BEAUTIFUL baby girl now 4yrs old. It’s 2019 and the bad luck continues and MISFORTUNES… 😖 Now we’re without again and pushing to get a home. Now it’s 8 of us my Faternal Twin Boys made 6 in January 9th 2018 and that day was all kinds of crazy but…that’s another story as well 😊 I just hope thing turn around for my family and I and just for once want our life to be better and less of an heart ache. FEEDING my family is always hard sometimes i don’t eat so they can. CLEAN CLOTHES…so much frustration in that it makes my head hurt. MENTAL STATE…I sometimes wanna pull my hair out and scream BLOODY MURDER and jump off a moving truck to my DEATH *exhale* but I know i can’t and won’t I’ll wait on my time when HE 👆🙏 calls me home until then my 6 children and my mother and my future husband of 7yrs are my life 😊.

I sit here on the bed in the same room with my kids and mother and think…”What did we do so wrong to go through this?” my mother asked the same question. I don’t know but I wanna know in order to make my mind feel at ease and just breath already. I wonder do anyone care AT ALL? I guess we cared too much. Everytime we helped anyone we end up being PUNISHED and feeling the rath of the world and it’s changes,changes of BAD LUCK & MISFORTUNES of REALITY. I know no one cares because it’s not they fault that we’re suffering this…this unexplained turn of hellish events. I myself wonder for what purpose does this “SET BACK” has to do with good people like us to suffer so badly. I thank my big brother for taking us in last year but the one thing about it is once you worn out your “Welcome” things CHANGE and not for the better 😒😕😖 I just don’t know anymore. Love Thy’ Neighbor they say. How about reversal preference of us being “Honored”or “Loved” yes! we are “Loved” but “Honored” no… If we are i don’t feel or or see it😖.

…REALITY😕🙏Pray for my family pray we make it through this aspect of this evil time and sorrow of this crazy cycle of BAD LUCK & MISFORTUNES… If there is anyone who cares please PRAY🙏 FOR REAL and just ask him to release my family from this cycle of hate and Grudge of others we have nothing to do with their life or misjudgements and punishments let us go. Let us begin a new chapter and free us from the claws of SATIN himself… THANK U! AMEN✨🙏